dengan nama Allah yang maha pemurah lagi maha penyayang.

ini adalah entry last untuk blog tentang hidup.

saya tak tau sama ada awak baca atau tak blog ni. tapi saya harap awak baca entry ni. saya minta maaf, antara kita dah memang berakhir. maaf sebab tak dapat nak angkat call or reply your texts.

terima kasih untuk 2 tahun 5 bulan bersama. tiada apa yang perlu saya katakan lagi. ini jalan yang awak pilih. saya terima. 

sampaikan salam saya pada keluarga awak. saya minta maaf, atas arahan ayah saya, saya tak boleh contact diorang lagi. 

wassalam.

manusia hari ini.

beware..!
dunia sekarang.
cakap dalam telefon, macam lembut.
message, gaya macam matang.
rupa rupanya,
hantar emel, fitnah bukan bukan
janji, sekadar di mulut
yang lain kecewa, tak mengapa
asalkan dia bahagia.

malangnya, dia adalah seorang perempuan.

Somewhere

assalamualaikum. salam jumaat yang mulia.

tertekan dengan perasaan yang bercampur baur, so decided to go somewhere. surrounded by peoples who care and love. and when back in action, everything is cleared enough. hope so. this week became so cruel to me. plus i hate feeling insecured. pfftt..

nah lagu untuk awak.

Demi Kamu

Memang aku takkan bisa

Untuk jadi sepertinya

Tapi aku mungkin bisa

Jadi yang terbaik untukmu

cinta dalamnya cintaku

Sedalam tulus hatiku

Untukku mampu memberi

Cinta yang sepenuh hatiku

Cinta ku setinggi langit

Luas seluas samudera

Karna ku benar-benar jatuh cinta

Jangan kau ragukan sayang

Aku telah siap untuk kau uji

Demi kamu aku rela mati

p/s: err.. rela mati tu tak la kot. dosa dah banyak. tanak tambah lagi saham.

Sikit sikit di Kelantan

Had a blast journey in Kelantan. The very warm-welcoming family. Serious rasa macam dah lama jadi family. Jalan-jalan yang sangat seronok walaupon sangat meletihkan. But the wonderful thing is the days we had together. You were right in front of my eyes the whole time. You were very comot every time you woke up, still makes me want to stare.

the journey started. 

terminal bersepadu selatan = 3hours. so kind of you, kan?

owh ok. bodyguard of the day. sweet sangat mereka.

saya lapar, awak yang makan habis kan.

yeay..! welcome to kelantan.

see. I've told you. still i want to stare

lepas ni tak perlu susah2 basuh kereta lama2. akhirnya kotor jua. =p

Really looking forward to come again. But let the time decides. Thanks for the five days. 

smiling

he made it. makes me smile for the whole day or should i mentioned, a week.



past, present and insyaallah future.

it is unfair, you did a very small things but makes me happy and i couldn't stop smiling. i'm not asking too much. just make me smile again.

masa

people said let the time heals the broken heart
but every time i look at the watch, i saw him.

terima kasih for the beautiful watch awak.

yang pahit itu

kenapa awak?
when i gave the best of me
still i'm not the best in your eyes

kenapa awak?
when i tried hard to forget the past
you still come up with a painful truth

kenapa awak?
when you lied, its killing me
but when you tell the truth, it hurts even more

kenapa awak?
i cried a lot because of you
still i'm afraid to see your tears

kenapa awak?
you put me in agony
and you are the one i seek to treat the pain

kenapa awak?
the situation you made is damn cruel to me
still i can't hate you